I know I made the decision months ago but as the date is approaching, I kind of don't want to leave anymore. Yes it is stupid and if my family ever sees this, they will be like "Told you you can study in Singapore already! You made the decision and now you regret!"
Honestly I'm afraid to leave. I'm afraid that once I board that plane, I will never come back. I know myself best. I've always wanted to see the world. And it seems that there's nothing left to hold me back. Nothing to make me come back to. Don't think that I'm ditching my family. Coz I know whatever decision I make, they'll support me. Besides, wherever I am, they will be able to find me. Just want them to forgive me for being selfish. I just want to do something for myself.
A part of me wishes that someone or something will make me come back to a place I call home...
5 comments:
dear evie, spread your wings and soar..
Go ahead and do something that you have always wanted.
Go and fulfill this dream of urs when you are still young and able to afford to.
There are some things in life whereby once you missed that opportunity or guts to do it, you will lose it for life.So.. be proud of urself that you have made the decision and brave enuff to carry it out.
Yes true enuff, one will get intimidated. But i believe with ur strong character, you will get over it soon. Remember, anytm u nd someone to talk to, whether it's happy or sad,
i will ALWAYS be there(via phone or msn) for you though miles apart.haha hey, dun always bottled up can? must ask u then u reveal.. =p so dao for what...haha
Remember huh, Though u r in Aust, but u r not alone k. Hugsss..
Ying
Dearie, go do something for yourself. We are all behind you! *hugs*
Oops that was ME! JY
Thanks Ying! Wherever I am, I know I'll always be loved by all of you back home!
Like I always say, wherever I am, I know I'll always have 4 tender loving souls catching my fall. Dearie, like what you told us today, I'm glad to have all of you!
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